Friday, December 23, 2005

No more sickness

I have been sick for almost 2 weeks now. and several times I have said "enough is enough!!!" Spiritually I still haven't been very connected. That needs to change. Thanks to some good friends I have been encouraged to press on and to seek God. He is the only one who can deliver from bondage, from sickness from toil. I miss living the adventure of "life". I have tried to create my own adventure and to be honest I do a horrible job in making my life exciting. "ok, God I am ready to live your story" "but I need you to nararate" I think I am ready to start living a more full life again.

Thursday, December 08, 2005

Finished but now what?

Ok, I just finished my last project to graduate with a Bachelor of Science in Exercise and Wellness. Doors opened up to be placed in a job where I am coordinating and teaching youth fitness classes. Right now I am in the middle of a time where I have time!!! And so far I am not utilizing it the way I should. I watched at least 6 hours of t.v yesterday. Yuuuckkk!!! I can't believe it. So I decided to do without it for a while. Pray for me. That thing is really addicting. What I need to be doing is re-energizing myself spiritually and also through study. But I feel so stinking lazy. Again pray for me. What I really need to do is learn how to relax in a healthy way, the way God would want me to rest. Rest in him. That is my quest.